4 Fri, 2011 § 11 Comments
One of the first things out of my mouth when I talked to Dave yesterday afternoon was venting over frustrations at work. The first thing out of my mouth should have been I do not have to work the weekend of our anniversary after all!
I am feeling a bit negative lately.
I like work fine, but it is not what I want to do. There is no need to let it get to me though when I am not even going to invest in it long-term.
I would like to get to a place where I do not judge situations as good or bad — they just are.
“There are no problems — only situations.”
~Avi in Revolver
Currently running through my head non-stop:
upcoming vet bill for Eis [don’t worry, just vaccinations]…enrollment fee [I was accepted into NAU]…personal training cert. fee…piano moving cost…1st year wedding anniversary…surprise…
I am fighting off an anxiety meltdown.
I just need to sit, breathe, write it all down, plan & prioritize.
I do not mean to be negative. I am trying to be positive, see things for what they are &…be like this cactus. [ 😀 ?? ]
The cactus does not whine, make excuses, stress or cling to illusions. It accepts the moment, uses whatever resources it is given, embraces the freedom of its sparse surroundings & blossoms into what it is meant to be.
How do you fight off negativity & stay the happy, uplifting people you are?! 🙂